constantly I see my thoughts opposing each other. There is hardly any stable condition. Some parts of the being feel that I am good for nothing, neither for sadhana nor for work.Sri Aurobindo
Letters of Sri Aurobindo
Volume 3. 1936-37
Fragment ID: 18061
1936-37
I don’t feel at all happy, gay or fixed on anything. Almost constantly I see my thoughts opposing each other. There is hardly any stable condition. Some parts of the being feel that I am good for nothing, neither for sadhana nor for work.
Don’t accept and hug and dandle these ideas. Everybody has thoughts opposing each other – it is the very nature of the mind -one has to draw back from all that and fix on the straight things alone that lead to the Divine. The rest one must treat as external rubbish.